烟火的季节

星期六。。。
是一周里我最向往的一天。。。
总觉得我是一个很有计划的人，常爱把我的时间排的满满的。。。
但我总想一套，做一套的。。。。
该做的都没做。。不该做的都做齐了。。。。
只读了几篇找不到重点的fyp’s reference。。。
若真的要数。。。。
能让我自豪的大概是能一口气洗了18件衣吧。。。

夜晚的烟火。。。让我觉得我今天可没白活了。。。。
太美了。。。。美得非区区笔墨能形容的。。。
耀眼得灿烂夺目。。。。。
蓝的。。。绿的。。。红的。。。黄的。。。
星形。。。心形。。。花形。。。还有不知名的形状。。。。
把单调的夜空，拼凑成美丽的调色盘。。。。
太美了。。。。

最近看了一套戏。。。。
身家百万的男主角为了讨女主角的欢心，设计了一场烟火娱兴节目。。。
星空里冒出的两颗心形烟火。。。。流星划过心形烟火间。。。。
形成浪漫唯美的画面。。。。
却让我们直呼 “假的！！假的！！”
真的很对不起。。。
我们是一群该死的现实人。。。。

烟火后。。。我们议论纷纷。。。。
“真的！！！真的！！！”
这次我们真的深信不疑。。。。

恰巧看了朋友在国外留学的blog里写。。。。

“在外国有令人想要拍拖的念头。天气冷冷的。
在外国如果一对男女朋友在街上手牵手都可以很浪漫。
为什么呢。。。 很简单，如果这对男女朋友在马来西亚在街上手牵手， 你可以看到的是他们汗流浃背的在走，腋下湿湿的 立刻什么胃口都没有了。
完全可以想象那个画面。。 非常好笑。。
浪漫其实可以很简单，难怪那么多人喜欢云顶。。”

真的哭笑不得。。。。真的败给你了。。。。
但也蛮有道理啦。。。。

曾经不解为何那么多人喜欢全程上云顶只为了要吹风。。。。
至今才恍然大悟。。。。
有point。。。。有point。。。。good point。。。

a piece of crap

tonite, I have restarted my computer for 3 times.
It really spoilt my mood...
make me feel frustated....
"ai.."... "hai..."my roomies should be pretty familiar with tis....

These days, I spend most of my time....staring at my monitor...
so tis might be my response if u ask me so ...
XXX: wat r u dng?
ME : starring at my monitor...
XXX: -_-''......
I'aint trying to be humuor...

while i compile somthing which is simple and easy....
i need 8 mins.....ppl took 4-5mins....while the lab oni need 2mins....
sometimes i really feel like i am wasting my "qing chun"....

I am exhausted when the application allert me unexpectedly with a "dong" sound and a red message pop out to notify me tat it is going to abandon me....

I can't help but watching he or she is leaving me without saying goodbye....
Thrfore, I have to wait for around 5mins....so that i can hear the "de1 de1 de3 deng4 deng4"....
so, while waiting for the precious "de1 de1 de3 deng4 deng4"....
I used to disturb my housemies...
"eh..tong liyi..."
"ai...hai...erm...ai..hai....why??? why?I can't think of this???ai...why??"
"hey...peiwan...."
"ai....u noe hor? hai...nhtg lar.....but u noe? nvm lar....hai...?"
"eh..imba ken..."sit beside her and watch her quietly for sometimes....
"you..you...you..bad lar.i sit beside of you for so long...u oso don notice my existence...:(("
"hey...pang ming lee...."asking while peeping her novel...
"eh..eh...how's the story line?nice?nice ar?nice then copy to me la...hehe"

Althout I alwys realise that I am a person with very few good personalities....
tis time,from the bottom of my heart...I feel tat i am a patient person....
so patient until.....i thout i am an extinct species on earth....

I am now desperately needing a new pc to rescue me.....
PS : KS, when u free to entertainment me?

Dreaming of You

Woke up in the morning....
The dream was still fresh in my mind....

You....it's you.....
U finally appeared in my dream.....
After those cloudy days....I can feel the the sun shined on me .....

Breezy morning.....
I found myself in the garden which was surrounded with blooming flowers....
White fur...brown fur.....beige fur.....
I played with adorable puppies.......

When I looked up....
I saw her hid in the corner....
Watching me quietly.....

It's her....
I gestured her to come over to me.....
I hugged her tightly and called her name repeatly…..
I wished I can hold her any longer…..

Althought it was a short moment, I was awaken by the alarm clock….
It was nothing real…looking around for evidence….
Her fur no longer be seen on my shirt…. As I have to clean my shirt after every cuddle…..
But the warm feeling was deeply embedded in my heart…..

Tears come along whenever I think of her...
But this time the tears of joy took over the grief…….

Maggie…
Thank you, you enlighten my days….

Life is a mixture of joy and sorrow, we experience depression from time to time….
No matter how heavy our heart, we have to cover our grief with a smile to restrain our tears. …..