Everyday is a happy day

新年来临了

2008-02-03T05:34:00.000-08:00

新年来临了。。。
以往的每一年。。。。。
我都有一箩箩满满的新年愿望。。。。。。
但也许我太贪心了。。。
没得到老天的眷顾。。。
所以。。。
今年没有别的期待。。。。
只想多收一些红包。。。。
在毕业后。。。。找到工作前。。。。
有多一些生活费。。。。
至于。。。生意兴隆的。。。。。国泰平安的。。。。
就算许了。。。我这小人。。。。也无能为力。。。。。
大事就让“大人”去搞定好了。。。。

erm….
还有。。。。
万事顺顺利利。。。。。
ma li ma li hom…..
买大开大。。。
买小开小。。。
事事顺心。。。。
and here I wish u all……..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

new member in lee's family

2008-01-05T06:58:00.000-08:00

It should be jan’ 07 post….
I will not realized it until I accidentally clicked on the manage post’s page….
it has been "drafted" for almost a year....

Dang Dang Dang…..
Here it comes….
LULU LEE……
“New” member in LEE’s family….
(poor lulu….at last I rmb u…)
she is a female minpin as well…
erm…more correctly…
an over hyper-active female minpin….
Has tons of energy….
Alwys overjoyed….
Sometimes I am exhausted in the game while she is still energetic to jump up n down….

Acting cute

Start to sial

Kee- sial-ing….

pretend naïve after kee-sial-ing alone for some times…..

She likes to being cuddle…..
Yes…n I do like to cuddle cutie tiny puppy while watching tv on the sofa…
But ….it’s really horrible…
when something jump on ur stomach while u are taking sweet nap on the sofa….
She alwys spoilt my sweet dream at the right time….she jumps when my prince charming is about to hold my hand….so it end up with the prince turned up to be a wicked old man…

Tis is the photo taken when she is being locked outside the house….
to avoid I act like an Indonesian maid…shouting here n thr…to keep her from running around the house…..
but she keeps jump up to peep thru the window

I missed those times…
Tat I had 2 puppies in the house….
I missed those times…
Tat I had 2 puppies by my sides on the journey to relative’s house….
I missed those times….
Although they don along well all the times…..
Looking at this similar but not identical puppy…
It alwys reminds me bout her….

Lulu seems happy in the new environment...
as i can observe from her weight...gaining thru the days....

Merry Christmas.......

2007-12-25T17:44:00.000-08:00

Ho..Ho…Ho…
Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!

I met some aunties in a shopping complex……
The auntie-auntie who went out-station to cari makan were back to town…..

As usual…..
Gals’ gathering……
Happy chit-chatting moment…………

I love this pict!!!!!!!!! The 4 of us……
(although liyi kept complaining that her sexy lip couldn’t be seen in the pict…… )

without missing any fun….
We joined the crowd….shooting pictures wth someone’s new handphone….hahha….
(the shopaholic-liyi had missed the fun…….hahah)

althout there are ups and downs in study life……
I still favor to study than work…..
I feel depressed whenever I think of this….
I am no longer a student…..I have to struggle in the society…….
I am really appreciated the fun and joys that I have during this 5 years Uni life….

n I miss u all………..
Hope to meet u all soon……..

And once again…….
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE...........

Ps: althought we dint manage to meet Mrs.Kang …. Without any worries bout her….Mrs. Kang was happily gathered with Mr. Kang in Penang for her family’s trip...

way back into love

2007-11-05T03:21:00.000-08:00

OST of the movie "Music And Lyrics"....
Loving it...
thanks libelly for recommending this nice song to me....

Way Back into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

By Hugh Grant featuring Drew Barrymore

平凡中的不平凡

2007-11-01T23:00:00.000-07:00

平凡的身影。。。
平凡的衣着。。。
平凡的打扮。。。
平凡的造型。。。
平凡的侧面。。。
平凡的容颜。。。
平凡的身段。。。
平凡的言谈。。。
平凡的举止。。。
平凡的思维。。。
平凡的智商。。。
就连微驼的背影。。。依然是平凡的。。。。
举手投足。。。。我的一切一切。。。
“平凡”两字。。。就能把我草率带过。。。
走在街道上。。。也难以让人回首。。。留下深刻印象。。。

终于。。。
我发现了我的与众不同，能脱离“平凡”两字。。。
期待许久的一刻来临了，但我却极度渴望我是平凡的。。。。

**************
在某年某月某生锅店里。。。。
某人边询问众人意见，边作势要息了锅中火。。。
我也附和的点头回应。。。。。

餐后，众人议论纷纷的抗议着当天的暴饮暴食带来的不适。。。
我在旁静静的聆听着。。。心底的暗涌却无人知晓。。。。

望向侧身的落地玻璃，反射着形形色色红男绿女的身影。。。
不会撒谎的玻璃，一针见血的刺伤了我。
我心里默默念着。。。。。
“我想我该减肥了吧。。。。。”

bad day

2007-10-22T04:13:00.001-07:00

This is the 1st time…..
I really feel like I want to cry…..absolutely hopeless…..
I hope there will be no more next time….
Althout it sounds funny….but it’s true……..

Sincerely hope tmr will be a better day for me…..

A message........

2007-10-16T10:49:00.000-07:00

If u are one of the pretty gals in the pict below……..
There’s a message from me to u……………

My dearest pal……
The faces tat I see daily from the moment I brush my teeth in the morning till the moment I brush it again before I sleep ……….esp in study week…..almost 7/24…..
The message IS
“Pls Pls Pls….DON’T miss Me…..”
Anyway, If u feel that apart wth me is painful…..
Thr’s a way….
U can alwys CALL me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This service …………..Jus for u all………..
Feel touch????hahha………….

Some random photos……
If u are looking for pretty gals photos…..
U can now move ur cursor to the right corner and close tis webpage instantly….
If you are inpatient …. ATL + F4 will provide a better service for u….

N to clarify here….
It doesn’t mean that my frens are nt pretty…I Sincerely think they are pretty…..
jus I will be appeared more frequent in the photos….
It’s jus a little warning… to avoid any complains about me……….

(Pls ignored the background....)
Lastly……
Words which is from the bottom of my heart……
Wished u all…. ALL THE BEST……in everthing….evrything means family, career, relationship, financial n etc……
N rmb to wish me GOOD LUCK…
It’s not easy for me to suit in a new environment….
Hope u all won’t receive any mid-nite call from me….which indirectly means tat im in trouble……
.
If u are MMU students as well…..
Happy Industry training…..
See you in 3rd sem…. :P

pucca...funny LOVE.....

2007-10-12T01:23:00.000-07:00

Pucca..
hope u enjoy it!!!!
it might be applicable to ur daily life....hahaha....

Ps:CLick On the audience's head...

picture stories..........

2007-10-09T10:11:00.000-07:00

When the day is starting to grow light…..birds sing here and thr….
soo laa tii doo....4 gals....have dim sum as breakfast....at 7 in the morning…..
wow…..wat a nice plan….
But…..soo laa tii doo....alwys ruin the nice plan which they planned initially....
It might be their dreams are too sweet…too long……too romance……
None of them woke up on time……
As usual, luck is always be with them…..
They still managed to find a dim sum shop which operated at 11 in the noon….

They are down to earth…..food lovers…..
As u can c…from the greedy faces……they enjoyed their meal…..
As usual…..with complains……
Doo said “thr’s nt much variety here.…. ”
Tii said “the prawns are nt big enuf….”
Laa said “I think that shop is nicer…”
Soo said “I am not full!!!! :(( ”
Characters naming order of tis story is strictly refer to the pict below…
Soo Laa Tii Doo …start from left corner… clockwisely….

here are partial of the food tat they ordered…..

After the meal….
while drinking tea, Tii Doo were busy discussing places for celebration if they achieved 4.0 AGAIN in this sem ……
Laa’s facial expression was 100% revealing her act….needless me to elaborate much here…

Soo Laa Tii Doo…..went home happily wth warm stomach….
After they cleaned the b3-7-10 till sparkle shining…
They decided to have some outdoor activities…
Since some members of Soo Laa Tii Doo had gained some weight….

Putrajaya Botanica garden…..here they came…..
Soo Laa Tii Doo were bored criticizing each other …..
n a new comer turned up at the right time….
Ree….(Pris) their new target…. :p

Sad to say that…..Cycling was nt available …
The slimming plan had failed……. Sobs..sobs…..
goodbye to sexy n tight outfits….
Soo Laa Tii Doo Ree…went home wth their heart sank…..

On the way back, they found the newly build Istana pavilion thr……
They cheered again…….as u can c from the pict below….

Storm and rain came while Soo Laa Tii Doo Ree were posing happily…
Soo Laa Tii Doo Ree were hungry….
They spent most of their energy to dash into the car….
crab feast ……
When it came to food ordering part….
Soo Laa Tii Doo answered instantly “cheese flavor, please….. ”
For the reason behind…u gotta ask the “Ms. U knoe who you are” :P
a satisfied meal…

Tii(ming lee) was not feeling well…
Soo Laa Doo Ree….4 gals…had to struggle to finish the 5ppl meal….
Here, I sincerely wish Tii can recovered as soon as possible…
Take care ur health alwys ya…..

Specially thanks liken for bringing us for the meals……..
Specially thanks liyi and pris for the photos……
And Im here…creating silly stories….

If u manage to read this sentence....
Thanks for urs patient.....n spending ur precious time to read this post….
N hope u have fun with it as well……

Haagen Dazs

2007-10-08T23:47:00.000-07:00

After exam, I meriah-riah suggested to have a pleasant meal……
I am really fed up with the dengkil….penang house…..sk……….food…….
I have it enuff during study week……

So, we decided to have.....
Something new…….
Haagen Dazs’s Buffet…. all you can eat…… :P

Do Re Mi Fa So…….5 of us went to bangsar village II ....have a try on it…….
that’s limited flavours for the buffet….only 8 types….
Vanilla….belgium chocolate….macadamia nuts…..and bla bla bla……
But there’s variety of toppings…..
Almond nuts…..strawberry sauces……etc……

the 3 ice-cream lovers....and nt to forget to mention here....2 of them were jus after dentist's consultation ...beware of ur teeth hor....hahah

me n imba ken.... :P

N here I announced…..
the ice-cream queens are Liyi and Priscilla…. 9scopes ….. wow wow wow
1st runner up…….. ming lee…7 scopes…..wow wow

2nd runner up….Li ken…..6 scopes…..wow
and the last is…… I don wanto mention her name :( 5 ½ scopes…..shh……

NOw oni i realised....Maybe I am nt a ice-cream lover……
a carnivore instead……
After a few scopes of ice-cream…..
I started to miss the rice.. the mee…. the soup….and the MEAT…..
I was hungry……but nt ice-cream anymore…..
I am really sick of ice-cream d….
Phobia of ice-cream……
I really wish tat i wont hav any nite mare bout ice-cream....

there’s not much places to hang up thr….
We went to midvalley to have look at the Boulevard Garden……
And I wanto have my dinner …..else it will be a sleepless nite for me…

Pris warned me NOT to post up her dinner photos…..
and NOT to tell ppl tat she can eat a lot......hahha...
So tat’s only me in the photo….. while the others went for shopping……
I feel better after the meal......my stomach has to be alwys full and warn...

If you are fed up wth ur daily routine….. looking for some entertatainment…..
There’s a comedies for u ….. “I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry”……. It will be the right choice for u….
It’s a story about 2 straight guys who pretended to be gay…….
really hilarious…..We kept laughing till the end of the movie……

It’s an enjoyable hangout.....
I have so much fun thr....and I hope u all do feel the same....
esp the hectic moment is gone....
Thanks liken for the drive….. A tiring day for u ...

at last.....farewell to my nightmare...
mayb one day i will fall for you....

The end of my final yr 1st sem

2007-10-07T22:41:00.000-07:00

Time flies…….I really have to admit it…….
I still rmb the day I first came to MMU…..
Ppl around me were so worry that I couldn’t fit well in new environment…….esp my family….they knew me pretty well……
I am not outspoken….
I am pessimistic……
I am indecisive…..
I am timid……
I am immature….
I don’t tok much with ppl who nt closed to me…..
I am a social inert….
I am dependent.......
I alwys feel insecure…….
I am inconfident……..
And I am clumsy yet careless…..Mum alwys said that I am the kind of person that could burn the kitchen when cooking…..
In their eyes, I am alwys a small little kid who do not know how to take care of herself…
And sadly….I am agree with it as well ……..ai…….

I still rmb the day…..the registration day…..
My family helped me to move my belongings to my hostel’s room….
I still rmb my cousin thrown me pillow and bolster on the way to hostel…..he told me that he would like to take any except these………bcos he’s a guy……the funniest reason I have ever heard….
I still rmb the anxiety feeling when I saw new faces around me……
Thinking how to start a impressive conversation with them.....

I still rmb the scene that I pretended to be happy when I waved hands and said goodbye to my family…….So that they could leave with lesser burden……

I think I am the only one who worries so much….and again I am timid…….
I look strong and tough….but I am not……
And I have an incredible ability…...make ppl worried……bcome ppl’s burden……
In that period…..
Mum almost called me daily…..afraid that I would be the 1st one who can’t survive out there with money in pocket……
And frens sms me frequently….afraid that I would die without notice in mlk……
Sincerely thanks to u all…...for the moral supports and motivations……….
the major strength that sustained me……came from u all……

The memory of the 1st day I came to mmu…..seems so yesterday……
Somehow, I have reached epsilon year…..the last year of my uni life…….
And I jus ended my final year first sem…..wth 2 final papers and plenty of panadol and antibiotic…..

I think I am lucky……
I don’t feel alone and all by myself….bcos I have great frens here….
I was sad when my initial roommate told me tat she might be shifted to stay with her secondary best fren…
And she was the oni person tat I knew at tat time….
On the 2nd day in mlk, I woke up early in the morning to search for “victims”….
I spotted 2 chinese gals under the mushroom shape tree from 15th floor corridor…I nvr have such a good eye sight…..(I am nt trying to be racial discrimination…jus chinese is the only language that I can speak fluently….)
And that’s the only time that I had ever spoken so much with strangers….
These two victims are my best frens now…..
They were regretted for waking up early in the morning and staying under the tree…
End up…. brought a disaster.......

Ps : U all really regret? -_^ I bring laughter to u all ler…..hahhaa….anyway, hope u all enjoy the days with me…

Thanks to u all…..
Each of u all….Individually play an important role in my life… :P
I hope tat despite worries……
There are good memories when you think of me….* ^_^ * (definitely not the horrible and embarrassing experiences…)
I am person with lots of flaws….thanks for dint abandon me……
And I am not trying to be a perfect person which is impossible happened on me, im trying to be a better person indeed….

Mooncake ........ Tanglung day

2007-09-25T23:00:00.000-07:00

月亮圓　月亮圓　月亮照在我的家
沒有春夏秋冬的家　流傳千年

現在的孩子不相信　月亮有小白兔
功課與電腦　使他們不再聽古老的神話
當高樓大廈　遮擋了古老的月亮
就趁這個季節　讓你的孩子知道
古老的神話　源自何方

today is mid-autumn festival.....
seeing kids play around wth candles and tanglung....
I miss their laughters...
I miss candles....
I miss lanterns....
I miss small little yams....
I miss my family....althout i jus back from home yest....
I miss lulu.... and maggie.....
I miss everything except mooncake....

Among all the festival celebration....
I hate mid-autumn festival the most....
I stil rmb when I first move to my current house.....
I were standard three....
I had my 1st mid-autumn festival's celebration thr....
I asked mum buy candles, lanterns and everthing...
longing for it.....
but end up...it is really dissapointed and a pathetic day for me....

then only i realised tat thr's no kids around my area....
It's really creepy when u found out...u are the oni person who played lantern along the street......

parents were busy talking wth neighbourhood....while i played alone....
I almost cried..... and get into the house quietly.....
I kept watching outside...hoping that thr's a dim light out thr....

anyway....I hope I am the oni one who has bad memories for tis meaningful festival.....and i wish u all

中秋节快乐！！！！！:P

I should.........I should.........I should.........

2007-09-20T03:21:00.000-07:00

I should be brushing teeth now....
I should be washing face now.....
I should be turning off my com now....
I should be on bed now......
I should be sleeping now.....
I should be snoring now.....
I should be dreaming about something pleasant now.....
I should wake up early in the morning to complete some important tasks.........

I should.........
I should.........
I should.........

but....Y im stil stil here? :((

I think someone should hypnotise me.........

OR

the easiest way ==>

打晕我吧！！！！！

理论上来说

2007-09-19T21:48:00.000-07:00

理论上来说，现在的我本应该是很忙碌的。。。。
理论上来说，我不应该进来这。。。。。
我很忙。。。。我很忙的。。
别来骚扰我。。。。否则革杀无论。。。。。

实际上来说，现在的我空闲得很。。。。
无奈看着问题纸。。。。短短的几行字。。。。。
反反复复看了很多遍。。。。却无从下手。。。。

也许是我天生头脑简单。。。。
在高速公路里加个十字路口就久久找不到出路。。。。
如何可以提高脑袋运转的速度？
我愿意付出任何代价。。。。

也许是时候我这种单细胞生物该被淘汰了。。。。

烟火的季节

2007-08-25T22:28:00.000-07:00

星期六。。。
是一周里我最向往的一天。。。
总觉得我是一个很有计划的人，常爱把我的时间排的满满的。。。
但我总想一套，做一套的。。。。
该做的都没做。。不该做的都做齐了。。。。
只读了几篇找不到重点的fyp’s reference。。。
若真的要数。。。。
能让我自豪的大概是能一口气洗了18件衣吧。。。

夜晚的烟火。。。让我觉得我今天可没白活了。。。。
太美了。。。。美得非区区笔墨能形容的。。。
耀眼得灿烂夺目。。。。。
蓝的。。。绿的。。。红的。。。黄的。。。
星形。。。心形。。。花形。。。还有不知名的形状。。。。
把单调的夜空，拼凑成美丽的调色盘。。。。
太美了。。。。

最近看了一套戏。。。。
身家百万的男主角为了讨女主角的欢心，设计了一场烟火娱兴节目。。。
星空里冒出的两颗心形烟火。。。。流星划过心形烟火间。。。。
形成浪漫唯美的画面。。。。
却让我们直呼 “假的！！假的！！”
真的很对不起。。。
我们是一群该死的现实人。。。。

烟火后。。。我们议论纷纷。。。。
“真的！！！真的！！！”
这次我们真的深信不疑。。。。

恰巧看了朋友在国外留学的blog里写。。。。

“在外国有令人想要拍拖的念头。天气冷冷的。
在外国如果一对男女朋友在街上手牵手都可以很浪漫。
为什么呢。。。很简单，如果这对男女朋友在马来西亚在街上手牵手，你可以看到的是他们汗流浃背的在走，腋下湿湿的立刻什么胃口都没有了。
完全可以想象那个画面。。非常好笑。。
浪漫其实可以很简单，难怪那么多人喜欢云顶。。”

真的哭笑不得。。。。真的败给你了。。。。
但也蛮有道理啦。。。。

曾经不解为何那么多人喜欢全程上云顶只为了要吹风。。。。
至今才恍然大悟。。。。
有point。。。。有point。。。。good point。。。

a piece of crap

2007-08-20T23:51:00.000-07:00

tonite, I have restarted my computer for 3 times.
It really spoilt my mood...
make me feel frustated....
"ai.."... "hai..."my roomies should be pretty familiar with tis....

These days, I spend most of my time....staring at my monitor...
so tis might be my response if u ask me so ...
XXX: wat r u dng?
ME : starring at my monitor...
XXX: -_-''......
I'aint trying to be humuor...

while i compile somthing which is simple and easy....
i need 8 mins.....ppl took 4-5mins....while the lab oni need 2mins....
sometimes i really feel like i am wasting my "qing chun"....

I am exhausted when the application allert me unexpectedly with a "dong" sound and a red message pop out to notify me tat it is going to abandon me....

I can't help but watching he or she is leaving me without saying goodbye....
Thrfore, I have to wait for around 5mins....so that i can hear the "de1 de1 de3 deng4 deng4"....
so, while waiting for the precious "de1 de1 de3 deng4 deng4"....
I used to disturb my housemies...
"eh..tong liyi..."
"ai...hai...erm...ai..hai....why??? why?I can't think of this???ai...why??"
"hey...peiwan...."
"ai....u noe hor? hai...nhtg lar.....but u noe? nvm lar....hai...?"
"eh..imba ken..."sit beside her and watch her quietly for sometimes....
"you..you...you..bad lar.i sit beside of you for so long...u oso don notice my existence...:(("
"hey...pang ming lee...."asking while peeping her novel...
"eh..eh...how's the story line?nice?nice ar?nice then copy to me la...hehe"

Althout I alwys realise that I am a person with very few good personalities....
tis time,from the bottom of my heart...I feel tat i am a patient person....
so patient until.....i thout i am an extinct species on earth....

I am now desperately needing a new pc to rescue me.....
PS : KS, when u free to entertainment me?

Dreaming of You

2007-08-01T09:10:00.000-07:00

Woke up in the morning....
The dream was still fresh in my mind....

You....it's you.....
U finally appeared in my dream.....
After those cloudy days....I can feel the the sun shined on me .....

Breezy morning.....
I found myself in the garden which was surrounded with blooming flowers....
White fur...brown fur.....beige fur.....
I played with adorable puppies.......

When I looked up....
I saw her hid in the corner....
Watching me quietly.....

It's her....
I gestured her to come over to me.....
I hugged her tightly and called her name repeatly…..
I wished I can hold her any longer…..

Althought it was a short moment, I was awaken by the alarm clock….
It was nothing real…looking around for evidence….
Her fur no longer be seen on my shirt…. As I have to clean my shirt after every cuddle…..
But the warm feeling was deeply embedded in my heart…..

Tears come along whenever I think of her...
But this time the tears of joy took over the grief…….

Maggie…
Thank you, you enlighten my days….

Life is a mixture of joy and sorrow, we experience depression from time to time….
No matter how heavy our heart, we have to cover our grief with a smile to restrain our tears. …..

which PIG u looked like?

2007-07-27T03:02:00.000-07:00

althout it's abit too late for this...

but stil hope u hav fun...

CLICK HERE !!!!!

about my pig and I:

Your choice of background shows that you are sensitive, romantic and honest but can sometimes have a pessimistic outlook.The direction your pig is facing indicates you being inovative and action-orientated, you often think of new ways of doing things and take action to deliver them. The amount of detail in your pig means you are analytical, cautious and sometimes suspicious.Because your pig has four legs, some may say you are stuck in your ways but actually this reflects your strong beliefs and your stubbornness in defending them.The larger the pig's ears, the better listener you are.The longer your pig's tail, the better your sex life – need we say more!

n u can view other pigs as well.....

Don't be surprise .....if U find ur name among the pigs....

hehe.....

love of My life

2007-07-06T06:42:00.000-07:00

2007年6月22日雨天

没有星星点缀的夜空显得格外沉重，连我对任何事都提不起劲。
和已往一样，家里暗灯了，只剩电脑与我为伴。
早有先兆的雷雨，姗姗来迟。
外头的雨下得很狠，冷风习习，雷雨不断。
门外的敲打声把我的思绪中断，习惯性的拉下门把。
门外什么也没有，只有纸皮被风吹敲打墙壁发出的声音。
不停的找寻它的影迹，然而目光最终停留在鞋架上的红狗链。
它从不离身的贴身物，我还记得它把玩着新颈链的欢喜表情。
在远处仍能听见它走路时，一摇一摆有节奏的发出叮叮当当的声响。
叮叮。。当当。。望向门外找寻声音来源，只见露露欢天喜地的一头栽进我的怀里里。关上门，抱着露露，望向窗外的暴风雨，在外头的它可也找到避雨之处吗？
想到这，心隐隐的抽痛着，我真的好想念它。
每逢打雷天或放鞭炮的喜庆日，胆小的它总会躲进屋内圈成毛团不停的颤抖着。
若深夜时分的雷雨，妈妈总会在梦里惊醒把它带入室内。
当响雷劈断电源之际，在平方不大伸手不见五指的空间里找一圈黑漆漆的毛团可不是件好的差事。这回沙发上，下回桌底。。。。还有我床上，点子层出不穷。
还记得有回在雨天睡觉时，它毫无预兆的跳在我身上，这一压什么黑马白马都抛到脑后，睁眼只瞧见两颗圆圆的眼珠，大眼与小眼对望好几秒，眨了好几回才发觉要尖叫。

还记得我第一次与它相遇的情景。
那时我应该是五年级吧，因它太吵，姑姑的公寓容不了它，把它交托我们伺养。
一身黑亮的短毛，除四肢，脸与眼上侧有少许的黄点外，它几乎是全黑的。
吸引我的是那黑白分明的清澈眼珠，不停的碌来碌去。
机灵慧黠。这四字，最贴切不过。
机灵慧黠却不失纯真的眼睛，让我着迷，总向妈妈抱怨它的眼睛确实与我的差太远了。
Maggie lee 是它的名字。
但只要你发出吃东西的声音，不用呼唤，它自然也会跑向你。
它是一只母的灵鹿犬，miniature pinscher。
虽比起别的名种狗，它略为不显眼。
确实如此，但相处久了，才发现它是无价之宝。
身躯娇小，总让人轻敌，勇士般的精神在领教后才晓得它的不一般。
以为娇小玲珑，就可以像贵妇犬一样可乖乖的躺在你身上任你抚摸，任你抱着逛夜市吗？
那就大错特错！！
若真要形容我可觉得它是蛮酷，有点冷的家伙。有性格！！I like it !!
性格倔强，不会巴结人的它，不会刻意讨亲友的欢心。
但我却爱死了这性格，也许这点与我还挺相似吧。
这年头不是流行酷吗？

霸道，从不顾他人的我，为了得它的青眯，总吃力不讨好。
多番下苦功，才能赢得它的欢心，真让我身心体会男生为博红颜一笑得苦心。
它总让我很自豪，与我略为熟悉的朋友都晓得它是何方神圣。
小学，中学至大学的好友，若没看过但至少都听过我提起它。
不管对方是否是有兴趣，提起它我就会口沫横飞。
“我家的狗hor, 很聪明的wor，只听汤匙声就知道要开饭了。”
“我的狗hor。。。。。。。。 ”
想起它的点点滴滴，我总是哭笑不得。
我怀念以前每一个上学前找袜子的日子，不是藏在它的窝里，弄得藏兮兮，就是花盆边，车底，甚至是被雨淋湿了。
习惯了在地上倚着墙看报纸时，有它的陪伴。
喜欢在它熟睡时，出其不意的把它抱去别处，看它蒙蒙松松的站在原地片刻的模样，大笑一番。
喜欢拿着歌词向它破喉大唱，往往在我努力勉强着要飚副歌却跟不上时，它却掉头回望我一眼。
因为它，曾经有想要成为兽医的念头。
也因为带它去看兽医时，看见只只有我半身高的凶猛恶犬，打消了念头。
喜欢看它在我们收拾行李去亲戚家小住时，忧虑的跳来跳去，车门一开就跳进去，警惕我们别忘了也把它带走。
喜欢看它坐在我身旁，跳来跳去兴高采烈的望向车窗外车水马龙的大道。但这状态维持不多久后，它就开始晕车浪。
喜欢夜晚把它值在我身旁，虽没有任何的交际，但我们这静静的待着也是一种幸福。
偶尔半夜看着它向无人的街道猛吠时，顿时浑身毛骨耸然，怀疑它看到我所不能看到的。至到蹲在它身边与它同高的视线时才恍然大悟，是睡在对街车底的猫儿。
朋友说我可笑，不喜欢猫，只因我家的狗不知何时与猫结下梁子。
洪亮的嗓子至电话另一端的家伙惊叹：“哇！你家的狗好有气勃！”。
能连续不断的吠至陌生人离去才停口，真的很佩服它的毅力和耐心。

十一年，不长也不短。
我也只走了二十二年的路程，有一半的光阴是与它度过。
我总以为它能陪伴我至戴四方帽拍毕业照的那天。
我们一起成长，一起相伴，还以为这日子可以持续很久。
却在我还没完成学海生涯之际，独自的度过了生老病死的轮回。

它已离开我们将近两星期。
6月12日的早上，临出家门前，我还亲手用针筒喂它喝药和营养料。
虽早已心里有数，它不能留在我们身边很久，没料到却是如此的快。
在车上接到妈妈的来电，问我是否能赶在工人来之前回来看它最后一眼。
来得太快，在答覆时，我已泣不成声。
到家时，看着工人把它搬起，看着它我什么也不能做，只能眼巴巴看着它走。
我不晓得为什么我没有跟去，只懂得抱着露露躲在房里发呆。
他们把它葬在不远处的山坡上，而前些日子妈妈的好友也把狗儿葬在那。
虽然它们并不相识，但有个伴，至少路上好照应吧。
我不能抱怨什么，我已很庆幸这段日子，能多照顾它，陪伴它。
但看着它每况愈下，日渐消瘦，却不能为它做些什么的，让我很无奈。
渐渐它开始不能进食，吃的都呕了，只能靠针筒把营养料输入它的口内。
看着它受尽肉体甚至精神上的折磨，犹豫着是否不该那么自私该放手了。
但还未放手，它已走了。
pict on the right corner =>
She is wearing the colar so that she can't bite her her wound.
and there is extension that i made to prevent her to bite her wound anymore.

在外生活了将近四年，待在家里的日子都没有我在外头的四分之一。
晚上，翻开旧日记，几乎每一记都有你的踪影，才发觉我曾经是多么的需要你。
一起去公园晨跑，玩耍，喜欢看你喘气的模样。
虽不知你是否明瞭，但你似懂非懂的眼神，促使我依然向你倾述心事。
还记得有一次，带你步行时被恶犬追逐，不知哪来的勇气，我能抱着你狂跑几条街，路人都不禁为我们捏了一把汗，但你却还频频回头向它示威，幸亏妈妈在家门用棍把它赶走，否则我已得了疯狗症。
但日渐长大，渐被物质的享受取代，拉长了彼此的距离。

曾经以为我的心是冷的，别人看了都眼泪鼻涕哭成一团的电影小说，我却摸不着头不知赚人热泪处在哪。也许别人的故事触不到我心的弦吧。
犹记得看讲述导盲犬一生的“导盲犬小Q”，当导盲犬老死离去的那一幕，我身同感受的想起若有那么一日，我会如何？
躲在厕所里，光想起那一幕已泪流满脸。
当紧紧抱住它时，它不解的望着我，不知我何来得感触。
手术后，它的健康是好是坏，令人担忧不已。
那段日子频频致电询问它的状况，每一个好消息都让我雀跃老半天

Maggie…..
虽然你已不在我们身边，但你永远都还活在我们的心里。
我还会时常温习我们一起的时光，翻开相簿悼念你。
我还会时常向朋友提起你，而你依旧是我们家里的话题。
希望你喝了孟婆汤后仍能记得我，给我暗示，让我认出你。
真的希望下次相遇，是不一样的身份，你不再是只宠物，而我们是对能互沟的好友。

若我有幸，能让你能读到此，真的很感激你的耐心。
请答应我这无理的要求，无论你是否认识它，请你诚恳的为它默念祷告两分钟。
我无限感激你的善心。

我想伺有宠物的人，心境要开朗，心脏一定要很强。
爱宠物的人，都不会划清人与宠物的界线。
忠心耿耿的它们待主人如它们的再生父母。
有的同枕共眠，共同进退，比朋友还亲昵。
宠物的寿命比人的要短，它们的离去，带走的不只是欢笑，而带不走的回忆却在心中刻下漫长岁月也难以磨灭的疤。
而主人承受的悲哀，有如至亲的离去。

I Miss U.....

Miniature Pinscher
Description:
The Miniature Pinscher is a small, compact, muscular, sleek dog with square proportions and well-chiseled lines. The topline is either level or sloping slightly towards the rear. The front legs are straight and the dewclaws removed. The feet are small and catlike. The muzzle is strong and in good proportion to the rest of the dog. The teeth should meet in a scissors bite. The dark bright eyes are oval. Cropping the ears is optional, but the tail is always docked. It appears naturally well-groomed and self-possessed. The Miniature Pinscher's short, easy-care coat usually comes in red, but may also be black & tan or chocolate. The dog has an unusual high stepping gait.

Temperament:
The Miniature Pinscher is a hardy little fellow that is very demanding and headstrong. This proud, overly courageous dog likes to bark. They are loyal to their masters, spirited and alert, with high energy. Intelligent, lively and brave, it is a big dog in a little dog's body. The Miniature Pinscher is moderately protective. Some can be very aggressive with other dogs, but they are generally good with other pets and children provided the children do not pester. They are rather suspicious towards strangers, but their behavior depends entirely upon how they were brought up as young pups. Don't spoil this breed too much or the dog may become a tyrant. The Miniature Pinscher can learn extremely well and wants very much to do so. It is certainly beneficial for its socialization to take the dog to puppy courses where it can meet other dogs and people. You will be amazed at how fast the Miniature Pinscher understands and obeys you. Pay particular attention when housebreaking this little Pinscher, since a little puddle from such a small dog can easily be overlooked; the dog may get the idea that you are happy to accept it fulfilling its natural needs indoors. The Miniature Pinscher is often called "King Of the Toys." Beware, this little dog will chew small objects and may choke on them. Do not over feed this breed.

Height, Weight:
Height: Dogs 10-12 inches (25-30 cm.) Bitches 10-11 inches (25-28 cm.)
Weight: Dogs 8-10 pounds (4-5 kg.) Bitches 8-9 pounds (about 4 kg.)

Transformer.....

2007-07-06T02:13:00.000-07:00

I like transformer!!!! really very nice !!!!
It's a really worth watching block-buster !!!
feel like wanna watch it for the 2nd time!!!
the two leading characters .....
megan fox.....impressively hot !!!!!!! especially in this scene with this HOT pose......
really can't take my eyes off you....

Josh Duhamel .....a very good looking man....

Josh Duhamel with Sucre who acts in "Prison Break"......

Bumble Bee....I love u so much!!!!!

As my driving skill is really teruk...... worst in direction.......only noe the way heading my home.....
For the sake of public safety, I think I really need a transformer to be with me all the while....
drive me to the destination safely...play songs which fit my mood perfectly.....
yellow.....colour for my dream car....hahha....
another personal reason that I think this movie is meaningful...
MOJO....the brown chihuahua....who has his right hand injured.....with bandage....
I remind me about her....

I really miss U......do you?

Lastly, I would like to thanks ming lee for answering my questions through out the entire movie....
althout most of the time , the reply will be ==> "I dono....."
Obviously ,the problems is from me....ask something ......such as......
A:"why they transform into cars...not others?"
B:"I dono...."
A:".........??"
B:"I dono...." hahah......
and
I stil rmb the midnite premier of "SUPERMAN"....
I fall asleep when the superman was busy saving the world.....

n thr's you again..beside me....explained to me.....when i awaked......

hahah...I can't rmb wat superpower they have.....mayb memory loss.....
mayb as wat they said...I have no childhood....
I dono how I pass my time when others wathing transformer....dreaming???hahhaha....
I jus rmb bugs bunny... n...the roaster that oni will noe how to say "pit pit"....
ming lee.....really thnaks....and i noe it might be annoying......but you do help me clearing my doubts.....
n i think u should be wont choose the seat beside me on the next movie......hahhaha...

Specially dedicated to Ms.TG

2007-07-01T02:44:00.000-07:00

this is the original post...

**clown for today ==> MISS T.G a.k.a miss thousand gold.....

A breezy saturday's morning....it's just an another ordinary day for Ms.TG to hangout in 1U to enjoy her favourite outdoor activities...shopping!!!! But it turns out to be a total different day for her as it was Ms.TG 1st attempt OR exeprience to take *PUBLIC TRANSPORT A.K.A ~~ BUS* to 1U.

Here comes the interesting part of the day,

When we reached the Putrajaya Sentral.
"How do u all know which bus to take ar?" 1st question poped up by Ms.TG.
"It's a general knowledge." replied of her city-borned-kampung-looked housemies with grinning smile.

while waiting for the bus to arrive,Ms.TG fully used the pleasure time by snapping pictures here and there until those on-goers looked at us.
"Why they keep looking at me?"2nd question poped up by Ms.TG.
"is it my 1st time too obvious ???"followed up the 3rd.
i bet they were thinking that we were the downtown girls who had the 1st visit to this so called intelligent city.

In the bus, Ms.TG chose a seat that is in reverse manner which means she will be seeing things in the reverse direction as the bus moves.
Then all her city-borned-kampung-looked housemies doubt her: "Are u sure?"
Coz most people who have experince in taking bus wont chose this seat.haha.
So ended up she changed to a normal seat since no one accompany her to sit in reverse way...

Everything went well as Ms.TG used to get disctintion in her shopping course. She like to tell us her little "special shopping secret" whenever we went out together.
Oh by the way we had our lunch in Italianese where we had good time enjoying the food and the ambience there. thumbs up for their service and food. Until dinner time....

As the city-borned-kampung-looked housemies are not very rich and have finacial constraint,we liked to let Ms.TG experienced the simple meal in food court instead of taking nice but costly meal in some so-called "HIGH CLASS" restaurant. As Ms.TG had never been to the food court, she took quite a long time to decide on what to order and eat whereas her city-borned-kampung-looked housemies have settledown with their cheap but delicious food as we are the frequent customers>>PATRON there. When Ms.TG arrived with her food, all her city-borned-kampung-looked housemies is halfway finishing their food.

After that, we headed towards the bus-stop where all the laughter is continued...

PS: This story is definetly true and we have a special guest to prove its originality :)

this blog written by Ms. TG's city-borned-kampung-looked housemies.... :P

"Sial!!!Sweat!!..!!"words that might crossed your mind when you read this blog...wonder that we are too free or can't find any better stuff to do than writing this silly thing...
the originality of this blog is 100% true but the words or sentences might be slightly exaggerated....but our original draft is much more silly and for the care of Ms.TG's dignity this is the most appropriate version that we can ever modified....
the intention of writing this blog???? hahaha....definetely not to insult Ms. TG...Ms.TG is stil a very best friend of ours....to blog about the laughters and happiness....this was the idea from one of us while waited for the bus back to intelligent city...
As this is final year of our 4years degree, we might be apart when we graduate...
and Ms.TG is the oni one who is staying furthes from us....
hope Ms.TG will remember us whenever she goes shopping....
hahaha......We bet shopping will be her favourite activity forever.....
n hor....Ms.TG....althout our companion cant replace the joyness u had with your "precious " ...stil....hope u like this blog....hehe
here are the pictures....

the calamari salad....

the salmon pizza :P thumbs up....

chicken...can't rmb the name of it...two thumbs up.....

the happy us:P

one of my favourite pict:P

same spot..same faces...any difference?
but obviously....they are prettier now....happy?
but im stil the same....even the hairstyle....hai...hai...

me with the legendary Ms.TG....im so proud that i can took pict wth her...
wanna get her signature someday...hahaha

n happy birthday to liyi ...like the new handbag???
welcome to our auntie gang....n another anutie coming soon in july....can't wait it...

gals n birthday gal...

birthday gal with engineering guys.....

Birth Date

2007-06-02T06:34:00.000-07:00

Jus some silly stuff to share....
i found that it is kinda true for me....how about urs??
if u are interested.....check it out!!!!!!!!

AQUARIUS
1月31日出生的人渴望別人傾聽他們的聲音，希望得到別人的注意，如果受到長久的冷落，就會變得非常不快樂。事實上，如果能夠得到親朋密友的欣賞與了解，對于他們的自信心與自尊心，是非常重要的。在這一天出生的人交流廣闊，如果被迫要隱藏自己，則會變得非常地抑郁寡歡。但是，如果他們在情感上受過傷害，或者是自我形象曾遭受到破壞，就需要度過一段與世隔絕的痛苦時期。幸運的是，他們通常可以迅速地自我復原，很快就可以再次與世人分享他們愉悅的個性。

由于本性中具有快樂的一面，許多人會發現，即使在他們真的很認真的時候，別人還是會不當一回事。在這一天出生的人通常希望別人在意的，不只是他們表面的特質，還包括背后的意義。他們的秘密心愿是希望能被視為有深度的人，同時維持其他人夢寐以求的詩人特質，或是擁有值得欣賞的美好外表。許多在這一天出生的人會極端努力地改變他們的形象，希望能夠變得堅強、有批判力、機智或達觀，可是卻一點說明也沒有。他們甚至會表現得過分，反而顯得語帶譏諷或羞辱，但是別人還是一樣喜歡他們，總會為他們的行為深沉的一面。

為什么他們表面的特質會成為注目的焦點，原因之一他們真的很令人心動。在一開始的時候，別人對他們的注意力可能是帶有討好意味的，但是在一些較極端的情況中，可能會變成有點輕視意味了，他們將在這一天出生的人視為花瓶般令人心動的物品罷了。事實上，對于許多在這一天出生的人而言，吸引別人的并不只有他們的外表、舉止態度或風格，另外還有他們的創造之美，包括小孩、商業產品、精心培養的才能，或是創造性的作品。即使如此，他們還是經常覺得別人真正欣賞的并不是他們本身，或是他們所最珍視的內在。

他們當中不完全喜歡這種注意力的人，可能會找不出輕松解決這個問題的方法。或許在深感挫折的時候，他們會拋下原來最擅長的工作，轉而嘗試可以取得擊遭人回應的事物。其實解決之道，是嘗試不要太倚賴別人對自己的看法，并鼓起勇氣堅定持續地表達出自我內心深處的想法與感受（偶爾零星的表達是不算數的）。下定以心堅持以睿智與審慎的方式，拒絕順應別人自己的期望，這樣他們就可以全面主導他們所想望的一切了。
幸運數字和守護星
1月31日出生的人，受到數字4（3+1=4），以及天王星的影響。因為一年中有31天的月份只有7個月，所以這是比較獨特的生日數字，在這一天出生的人通常也都很難捉摸。受到數字4影響的人會比較不好相處，有時候會容易與人爭辯。再加上天王星（水瓶座的主宰行星同時也是天王星）的影響，則情緒的變化十分迅速且具有爆發性。

健康
在這一天出生的人，通常會在愛情生活遭遇挫折，因而影響生理與心理的健康，并且不可避免地會有焦慮與沮喪的情緒困擾﹔同時由于不自覺的缺乏安全感、自我評價不高、或是潛藏的心理原因，他們應該避免回想令人傷心的過去。而在在飲食方面，如果過度節食可能會失去食欲患厭食症，或者是暴食症與滿足口腔的官能強迫性需求。若能與家人共同生活，飲食便可以得到較好的控制，這與調配美味又健康的限量飲食同等重要。在沒有嚴懲健康阻礙的情況下，定期激烈的運動模式，例如有氧運動、慢跑、競賽性運動都是不錯的考慮。

建議
堅持別人以你想要的方式對待你。讓內在的自我散發光芒。培養真正的友誼，脫離所有虛假的仰慕者。尋找可以真正分享內在的朋友。

優點
迷人、令人仰慕、欣賞 ==> this is not true at all....ai....

缺點
倚賴、遭誤解、沮喪 ==> kinda true lar.....

if u are close friend of mine...you will found that some of the points are true...but the worst is...those good points are not true at all...
hai...hai...
anyway....jus an entertainment of the day....

幻想

2007-06-01T03:32:00.000-07:00

每一个清晨，睁开朦胧双眼，一番梳洗后，望向镜子，映入眼眶的竟是一副憔悴容颜。本应属春雨后沐浴在阳光下奔放的花瓣似的娇容却无可救药的倾向秋季里枯萎的花瓣在还未展现那昙花一现的光辉就凋谢的倦容。心里无限的婉惜着青春在指缝间逐渐的流逝着。
那骇人的画面，却每一个清晨都不断的浮现，纠缠着我。
我的清晨不在阳光普照。。。。
每一个清晨都是恶梦的开端。。。。。。
源源不绝。。。。。。源源而来。。。。。
谁能拯救我?

一个清晨。。。一个清晨梳洗后突发奇想的点子。
虽事实没写的那么夸张，但也贴近我的心声。

熬夜缺眠的日子终于结束了，后天造成的眼影让我顶着一双熊猫眼过活，这日子实在难熬。
趁着假期的空挡，真的要好好的补眠。。。。免得我拟幻的恶梦实现。。
哈哈。。。至于雨后沐浴在阳光下奔放的花瓣似的娇容就免谈了，我睡上一辈子也不可能拥有。

supermodel

2007-05-29T05:42:00.000-07:00

A pleasant afternoon, I went to Borders while waiting for friends.
An eye-catching cover girl in a magazine attracted my full attention.
really wanted to describe her outstanding appearance in my own words...
but with my poor english...even if i tried hard to do so...u wont get the same image from wat i wrote...hahaha......really sorry..it's my fauth...
but a word...more than words......GORGEOUS...i think she is....

There is many girls in this world can be categories as pretty and beautiful (of course excluding me). A very few of them can be categories as gorgeous.
An Asian supermodel, Ai tominaga. She is the very few of them.
despite the clothes her look itself is enough fascinating.

And it is really unbelievable that she is already a mother of a child.

Ps: hahah....gorgeous..a word that i oftenly used in sms...to some SPECIAL frens...u should know who you are...**blink eye**
to : XXX
can you pls help me........XXXXXX....
.... ........
(and end with)....
U look GORGEOUS 2day!!!!!

hahha....by the way...no insulting...
so at that moment u are really as pretty as ai tominaga..not oni from the look , from the heart as well....kind hearted i mean.....hahhahah......

an extremely pretty girl can b describe as gorgeous...
wat if an an extremely handsome guy???

Currently watching.....

2007-05-27T04:19:00.000-07:00

Currently...I am watching.....a korean comedy....hello,小姐!! or "hello, baby!"
funny yet interesting drama...

lee duo hai...really impressed by her outstanding performance in the well-known drama MY GIRL stil...she is stil cute n funny as usual....

the male leading character in this drama is less attractive compared to lee dong jian in Mygal....Nevertheless, they match prefectly in this drama aswell....
Haven't watch till the end..so,not much comment here....
so far....it is stil acceptable as it dint make me fall asleep....hhahah...
however..i personally prefer MyGal than this....

If You Leave Me Now

2007-04-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

Chicago - If You Leave Me Now
If you leave me now, you'll take away the biggest part of me
No baby please don't go
If you leave me now, you'll take away the very heart of me
No baby please don't go
A love like ours is love that's hard to find
How could we let it slip away
We've come too far to leave it all behind
How could we end it all this way
When tomorrow comes we'll both regret
Things we said today
Cause I need you more than you'll ever know

get to know this song in an album of a hk singer 方大同.....
slightly diff wth the original version....more to R&B....
2thumbs up...:P
love it....
really love it...

Calculator

2007-03-29T05:13:00.000-07:00

abacus .....
it used to perform basic mathematical operations in ancient time..........
calculator...
it used to perform basic mathematical operations in modern generation.....
they both plays important roles.... no matter in which generation.....
i no longer used basic calculator....
scientific calculator is more suitable for my course...
somehow i forgot to bring it in a day which worth 20 marks for me......
housemates reminded me to bring it before i headed to campus...
yea....i did check....feeling it by pressing the pencil case.....
in the exam room .... looking for this "essential tools" when i reached the calculation parts....
unexpectedly.....i couldn't find it in my pencil case....
tat's oni my huge purse which sized similiar to my calculator....
i realised....
feeling my calculator by touching it outside the pencil case.....
and feeling my purse by touching it outside the pencil case.....
pretty same feeling....
without much hesitaion, i raised up my hand...
n shahiman passed me a calculator which similiar to my model from anynomous ....
let me used for around 10 minutes...
luckily thr's not much calculation part in the DIC midterm paper.....
n i hope i wont get too poor grade in tat paper....

had a conversation wth a fren outside the exam room...
the anynomous is actually him....
really thanks him for the kindness...(althout oni 10 mins time...)
n coincidently...his calculator is old model too, as i not familiar wth the new model

Nevertheless....i learned a lesson too....
check thoroughly in every single thing in the future...
n i noe it will be hard for me to change...to improve...
as mum used to call me "big prawn head" since young...( da tou xia in mandarin....)
and i noe myself well....
being organised, careful, tidy, think twice before any act.....nvr happen on me.....
n yet ...sadly but stil hav to.... accept that
clumsy and careless => my significant characteristics....
i aint blaming n regreting for the 20marks...
but for myself...
used to mess up things which appeared to be easy to handle....
It's jus a minor case when compared to those happened in the past....

傻人有傻福。。。。:P
a stupid phrase....
tis is what i used to console myself....
n yet tis phrase haven have the chance to apply in my life....

Tiring......

2007-02-09T08:25:00.000-08:00

it has been a long time that i nvr update my blog....
no inspiration about what to write.......
althout sometimes thr will b 1 or 2 sentence immediately spring to my mind when i am day dreaming in the lecture class....
i admit that i am lazy....lazy to sit infront of the computer to construct non bombastic but comprehendable sentences wth my barely reach primary standard command of english...
I was once enjoy writing essay and diary...when I flip through my old diary book....I really feel amaze to myself that i can write a few page length diary daily.....
does it means tat I live more meaningful in the past?
erm....it might be....

專屬天使

2007-02-08T21:35:00.000-08:00

“專屬天使” 。。。。
经好友的极力推荐之下，看了一部蛮搞笑的偶像剧“花样少年少女”。
而“專屬天使” 。。。这部剧的片尾曲。。。。
蛮喜欢他唱歌的格调。。。

專屬天使(花样少年少女片尾曲)
作詞：施人誠　作曲：Tank　編曲：呂紹淳　演唱：Tank

我不會怪你　對我的偽裝　天使在人間是該藏好翅膀
人們愚蠢魯莽　而妳纖細善良　怎能讓妳為了我被碰傷

小小的手掌　厚厚的溫暖　妳總能平復我不安的夜晚
不敢想的夢想　透過妳的眼光　我才看見它原來在前方

＊沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁　妳是我的專屬天使　唯我能獨佔
　沒有誰能取代妳在我心上　擁有一個專屬天使　我哪裡還需要別的願望

小小的手掌　大大的力量　我一定也會像妳一樣飛翔
妳想去的地方　就是我的方向　有我保護笑容儘管燦爛

Repeat ＊

要不是妳出現　我一定還在沉睡　絕望的以為　生命只有黑夜

Repeat ＊

New year resolution

2007-01-03T21:01:00.000-08:00

new year ,new resolution
every1 has their resolution when the new year has come....the difficulty to achieve is increasing as years go by...
initially...i wasn't greedy....one year , one resolution...
when i was a kid...i wish dad can buy me a dorable puppy....

when i was in the age of kindergarden... i wish the
aunty who distribute biscuits during break give me more biscuits than others...
1 become 2......
when i was in the age of primary...
as evry1 know that chinese teachers are strict to their students..I wish my form teacher is alwys kind,generous, sympathetic n forgiving....so that wont assign much task for us to do.... I oso wish that me and my best frens can b assign to
the same high school ....
2 bcome multiples......
when i was in the age of secondary ....
i wish i can cancel out all the curriculum activities and tution section so tat i can hav evening nap evryday instead of staying back at school....
i wish i can get straight A's in PMR n SPM....
i wish ***
i wish **
i wish......
but now.....i hav a list of resolutions on my mind....
I wish my parents can have a happy n healthy life....
I wish dad can earn more money so tat i can spend
more...
I wish the durst don "visit" my house too often so tat mum can reduce the times of mopping the floor....
I wish cousin can bcome as slim as she wants....
I wish maggie's wound will b heal as soon as possible...
I wish I can get 4flat....
I wish my computer don "lag" when the drama reach the climax...
I wish thr’ll b improvement in my English speaking n writing skill…as I has reach the working age….
I wish I can b more polite and feminine….
I wish
I wish *****
I wish ***
i wish I can "watch" but not hear gary cao ge live's perfomance...
for 22 yrs.....
i might say the words "I wish" for more than thousands times...for non essential matters....such as I alwys wish thr'll b 70 percent discount for the jeans tat i wanted to buy...i wish I can hav a larger portion of beef when dining in restaurant...
but thr's only minor of "I wish" will come true....
n lastly ...i wish wat i wish come true....
I aint greedy....jus the "i wish" will light up my life....
N wish ur wish come true….

2007

2007-01-01T08:48:00.000-08:00

2007....another new year has come....
i am goin to be 22 soon..... seem so old ......
10 years later.......32...coming up ..then 42...coming up ...52... 62.... 72....82...92..102...
102....it's horrible ...nvr thout that i can live that long wth my current living lifestyle....

new year ...new day....new resolution.....new sem....new clothes...new shoes....new frens ....n of cos the brand new me.....
as v knew that this yr might b the last yr we would hav the chance to count down wth frens in UNI ....so v went to count down n watch fire works..
the fire works....

my main intention was to watch gary cao ge.....

but it was too crowded...i can only hear "superwoman" from the far end...
so sad..i come all the way jus to watch his live's performance....hai....to reimburse my grief...havto hear his album continuosly for few days....

My wonderful christmas eve

2006-12-27T06:03:00.000-08:00

24th of December....it's christmas Eve....
one of the wonderful day for the entire year..
most of the people will be spending their night , having turkey feast with their family or someone precious...
some of them might be just stayed at home to get rid of the crowd out thr...
this year..I spend my christmas eve with my old friends....
I attended my best fren, elaine's buffday party...

*From left : me , sen , wei , siong , yan , fion and li ting.
Tats the oni photo tat I have , the rest is not wth me(Ops…every1 is there except the buffday gal…)

*Elaine n me
it was a happening day, so there were not tat many ppl attend the party....
It was not dull ....we stil having fun n enjoy the night.....
it's really fun to be with old friends...
we chit-chat like we use to be..
if seemed like times and distances dint affect our frenship....

we don meet each other always,so I appreciate every single meet up wth them.
instead of asking "what u dng recently har?". We will say "wow, u look fatter n fatter !!!" as regards.it's fun to be wth them..
We might be crazy n get wild for sometimes or mayb all the while...
everyone has their individual's lifestye, busy wth diff things....
it's hard to keep contact from each of the friends.....
when the party ended, we went to a yee siong's to continue the joyness...
dong..dong...dong.....The ancient clock hit 12 times...
it's another day....another fabulous day...
merry christmas.....but the nite is stil young...the joy never ends.....
a simple but meaningful day.....
the feeling are hard to express in words wth my poor command of english...
and not to forget to wish u again..
happy buffday gal.....hope u enjoy it.:P

We do meet new friends in every stage of our life....
u will meet different types of ppl in diff stages...
the new friends that you meet now,after 10 yrs he or she might be your old old friends ...
life is alwys full of miracle...u wil have no idea how the next day will be....
I easy get nostalgic when I think of my old friends...
It doesn't mean that I do not enjoy my current life....
i meet a group of loyal and caring friends who alwys concern bout me ...
hey gals....
I am really glad that i have you as my best friends...
thanks u all for by my side and go through ups and downs wth me....
thr are some words which is fr the bottom of my heart....
==>liken, although i alwys disturb and have fun with u,sometimes I might be childish but u noe i am serious for some moments.a good temper n loyal fren.sorry, if i brough trouble to you.(trying to prove to you that i am not a bad fren as describe by someone)
==>liyi, fates makes us to be roomates for 4 years and the upcoming year. I really pity you for seeing my stupid face days n nites.haha..You noe me well and alwys remind the careless me bout this and that..a really helpful fren.
==>minglee,although I alwys say that you are fierce and strict to me, pls..no hard feeling ar....some how you are a trustable friend.a friend who is worth sharing heart matter with.
==>peiwan, a high profile and pretty roomatie.a friend who is fun to hang out with.a friend who always kena tease by me but hardly hav chance to fight back due to the language barrier.haha...a gorgeous and kind hearted friend.
for these years, I spend my times wth these faces more than the times i be with my family...
there's oni one year to go....then u all wil bcome my old friends...i wish i have a time machine.....
I can have a chance to press the "pause" button.....
appreciate the that we get along...

*The gang of 5 :P

*Slightly diff this year….

Hope u all wont be touch till tears rolling down ur cheeks...hahahha....muaks..:P

Jingle Bell ...Jingle Bell...

2006-12-21T20:25:00.000-08:00

Jingle Bell ...Jingle Bell...
Christmas is around the corner.....
I like christmas....althout i nvr "officially" celebrate christmas...
I like christmas....althout i nvr hav turkey feast......
I like christmas....althout im not a christian.....
I like christmas....althout santa claus nvr put present into the enormous socks that i prepare.....
I like christmas....althout i don't sing christmas' songs....
I like christmas.... It might be someone told me that santa was generous.....
I like christmas....althout i .......
hahahha....cant think any more......cant think any lame reasons.....
I like christmas.....without any reason...
the snow house.....the snow....rain deer......cubby santa claus....candies......
n the most important ....christmas present......
It might be fairy tales and drama.....gives me fantasy bout the snow day....
christmas ....oni once in a year....
must grab the chance to take some photos wth the christmas environment....
Without missing any fun.....
went to midvalley wth family
n took some photo wth the nicely decorated christmas trees.....

in midvalley
another day in 1 Utama

me n pw wth trees....

liyi n minglee...wth the same trees....

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE...........
ps: hey...santa...when u wanna come ar?don make me wait too long...
im not tat patience...
my house dont hav chimney ler.....pls knock on my door :P
I will always awaken by ur door knock

LOVE the one in the mirror

2006-12-09T09:04:00.000-08:00

Finally I balik rumah dy...
I miss my family n doggie...
MAyb..... Im really a conservative person...
wont say "I LOVE U" to them..
but even If I do..It's really hard to imagine their reaction.....
they might stun for a minute(mayb less than it) ignore wat i say...
haha...don waste brain cell to think anymore..

"MOst of u are aslepp
u exist but don't live
u see but don't watch
u hear buy don't listen
u rush on ur way without the feeling on your face
the sun on your arms
and the grass beneath your feet
stop...
learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all...
so, go ahead , love yourself
be good to yourself
treat yourself well and replenish yourself!!!
BE thankful for yourself
hopeful about the futute
and neverhive up on your dreams!!
LOVE THE ONE IN THE MIRROR!!!"

copy n paste this from a skin care product...
there were a paper make small mirror behind the packing of the product...
the small mirror reflected a familiar face...
without any clue..everyone knows the answer..
It's really interesting...

So , after reading it ...
i decided to buy tat product...
becos the slogan LOVE THE ONE IN THE MIRROR!!!????
hahha...
of cos NOT.....

It reminds me the fairy tale...

Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?

2006-12-02T05:30:00.002-08:00

It's a dull n meaningless day....again..
click on frenster....check on frens..
full fill my curiosity....view fren's photos...
heard this song when i clicked on a fren's profile...
and i heard this song
"Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman? - Bryan Adams "
an old song....
a sentimental romance song....
Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?
To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings - when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman
Let her hold you -
til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her

Til you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman
you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really -
really really ever loved a woman?

You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman...

Exhausted...

2006-11-14T08:21:00.000-08:00

Errrrrr............exhausted...
for several hours....sitting in front the com....
clicking the mouse for more than thousand times....
finally....I decide to give up....
the nice n pretty things are alwys beyond my reach .....
Arrggggghhhhhhhhhhhh..............
hai...
I shall do somthng meaningful.....instead of changing my blog skin....
It's diff wth wat i want...
at first, i intend to restructure my blog ...
wanto make into 2frames, static and moving frames.....
but end up....the messier it bcome....
hai...
at last....
i change back to the old template......
goodbye to my fancy blog.....
hi to my old ugly blog....
hav to seek consultant from pw dy...
but dono whether she will be free to entertain me...
ai.....

梁山伯与茱丽叶

2006-11-14T07:56:00.000-08:00

I'm currently listen to this song...
I overheard this song on the radio...
i personally favour Gary Chao Ge...not his look....but the way he sings.....
hope there's some1 out thr like this as well....

梁山伯与茱丽叶
词曲:曹格
专辑:习惯

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
i love you
我爱你你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来

为什么你还是不言不语
不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

No more holiday.....

2006-11-10T21:59:00.000-08:00

time flies.....my 3weeks holiday gone dy....
n i just ended my 1st week of my delta 2nd sem...
I jus read some fren's blog jus now...
really awesome...their blogs are so fancy...
they are really patient to decorate it....
Oni 1 word can express my feeling towards them....."FOK"....
I was lazy to update my blog during the holiday...
aS wat my cousin said...if u keep ur blog secretly....u hav no motivation to write it...cos there's no1 reading it...hahha...it's true oso lar....
anyway...i enjoy reading fren's blog....
they tok bout their interesting life style...wat they observe...n some sarcastic jokes....

mY gAl

2006-11-10T21:28:00.000-08:00

"my gal" another nice n funny korean drama after "my name is kim sam soon"....im loving it....It's a comedy....I kept on laughing till the end of it...
It's highly recommended fr me...hehhe...hope u all like it lar...
but the last 2 episodes are abit dull lar...
haha...i finish 16 episode in 2days....
really tired....but it's really worth it.....

hahha...he is prettier than girl....so envy...hehehe

looking to the past..........

2006-07-19T05:11:00.000-07:00

This is the fourth week of the 1st semester of my delta year....
Due to my schedule is different from my frens, I hav more time to wander around in the campus
But i don feel enjoy wandering in the campus...seeing those juniors....It reminds me about the past...
I was once a junior..I was once 18...I was once 19......I was once 20..somehow I am 21 now...going to be 22 next year...
I am glad that my dear parents stil treat me as a child.....although I am mentally matured..:P
Sometimes ppl curious about the reason that I take photo during every meet-up...
Sometimes I get very nostalgic when I flip through those old photo album...hahha..But now most of the photos are in digital type..I can oni view it in monitor or Tv screen....
sometimes when I hav my meal at campus, I watch the juniors around me....
Watching them, I can see the 'old' me.....
when I was at their age
I am sure that I am not as polite and graceful as them.... But I might be as cheeful as them...
If I hav the chance to back to the past....I might be the same like now...
It's just me.....
Not long ago, frens told us something...something that we would never knew...and something that we unexpected...
all the while, we know that we are not quiet ppl but I just never thought that ppl will describe us as "no peace"
what a sad news....from that moment, I realise how much trouble that we bring to the others....
however, we hav changed before we knew this..we hav reduce the probability to make noise or start a conversation during lecture class...
Somtimes I really don care wat ppl comment bout me...
but somtimes I do care....it depends on the situation...
hai...Im complicated.....
that's all for today....

penang

ming lee's rebonding hair

cousin's wedding

ha...n this is the last1
one of the horrible photo which was taken by ken...

相爱无梦

2006-07-08T09:16:00.000-07:00

相爱无梦(tvb西关大少主题曲) - 张智霖
跟你抱着未等于爱上
不再抱着未等于不想
你我在这分钟
说过无缘再见
下秒钟再凑巧碰上
即使一起貌合却又神离
分隔两地日夜挂着愁眉
再各自结新欢
却暗地拿你去比较现有的
始终偏袒你
有心爱你却爱不到
抱紧了你却又未想终老
再等到与对方失散以后
就会知原来谁最好
爱不到至会更想爱
抱紧了你我又无心装载
我跟你也破不到
男与女之间爱情的定数
一个过活恨抱着情人
一对过活又挂念谁人
到了话要分开
你我尚有恻隐
又再探听对方新闻

a chilam's song....
meaningful lyrics....

~ Dear ......I'm so SORRY ~~~~

2006-07-08T00:27:00.000-07:00

Sorry........oh My poor blog...I feel so sorry to you...

I can't even recall ur link....At last, I success to log in after several tries...

Blog, here I promise u ...

*U wont experience the feeling of being abandon by ur owner again ...never ever ++...(with the condition that ... I am not too busy)*

I hope tat I can keep my promise in the future:P

My First Blog...

2005-10-09T22:27:00.000-07:00

My gamma 1st sem finally end. I finally can keep my promise to make my own blog in this 5 weeks holiday dy..More n more ppl around me making their own blog..seem like im so outdated if i don join this new trend...this few days I rarely go out,most of my time spend on watching the comedy tvb series " My sassy grandma" (direct translate..haha).I sure can finish tat 20episode series in less than 2 days if I dint wait for my mum.hai..now oni until episode 14..
Most of my frens busy wth their studies in UM ..Uni n college....#$5@*#& !!!! hai..when I start holiday they alwys not free..n now wonder the tonton gang busy dng wat now?the imba kem who now enjoy her maxis training in the pearl oriented hotel ..Leong sure busy shopping n go out wth her melaca frens..hmmm..Is auntong n doraemon as free as me?they oso stay at home watch those series???or im the oni 1 dng nothing at home..hai..tired dy ...end my 1st blog herelar ..to b continue...............